Is it really so?

This evening we will spend our last time together. Me and my friends. We've been living together for three years and this time passed so quickly! I do'n want this to end...

All we met by me. That means that all of them were met to each other by me. And we hold together through all those years. We had bad and beautiful moments but we know that we can count on each other whatever happens.

I don't know if I'll meet them after holidays. I really don't know what will happen and that makes me nervous a bit and... sad. I don't want to loose those people. I know that it's still possibility to comunicate via internet or phone, but it's not the same. I know that when time passes our lives get separated and we have less and less things to say eachother. Odcourse there are exceptions but will it be that way this time?

I hope so. I believe in this and I will do everything that I can for it to be so.

But... this doesn't make me happier...